It is what happen if your phones get confiscated and you have nothing but your books and your laptop to accompany you. I'm bored so I'm going to just write a post about anything.
Lately I've been thinking about life and how I have just realized that I am indeed feeling very insecure about nearly everything. Insecure about school, about life, friends, and well yeah everything. I've been thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and I'm just sick of thinking. I just want to say it all out so here I am.
As this is a blog where everyone can see, I will not make it personal :3
I've been thinking that...if I had chosen different paths, where would I be? Really happy and satisfied? Or bitchy and jealous? Suicidal? Filthy rich or down in the dumps? So many possibilites that might happen if I were to take another different turn.
The turns I've made were no different than those I usually take. Too normal and too boring. At times I'll take a wrong turn then danger and trouble would leap at me. At times I wonder and walk too slowly. At times I feel like running but then I'll bump into someone. So many..............things that can happen.
Yeah it looks like a really big thing to be thinking of if you think about it deeply.
So I'm going to change the subject now :D
I'm.... feeling extremely disappointed with myself.
To the point where I feel I'm pathetic.
Why? Because I could not do one simple thing.
I'm pathetic.
LOL. Just kidding. I'M CERTAINLY NOT THAT DEPRESSED :P
It's just that I don't like feeling this way and the only way to break the bubble is to do that one simple thing and get over it. Do it reasonably and I'm sure that whatever the result, I'll accept even though I may feel broken inside
LOL. Broken. Just kidding. Again.
Whatever the result, I'll accept it. It's the only way!
*inserts cheerful happy pic here*
KEEP THE SMILES PEOPLE. I love you! :3
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