Oh.

Today is a day I hope is a dream which I can reflect back on and vow to never do it again.

Or maybe I am exaggerating.

Either way, it is not good. My only means of communication (besides my laptop which is really not funny to carry everywhere) just got confiscated by the school for two whole weeks.

After this, you might think that I am the sort of person who cannot live without them, but seriously? I am not that type of person.

I can live without phones. In fact, I have more precious reading time than ever. 

It's just that I can't contact my parents anymore who live in a different town than I am, and two weeks is a really long time. This reason is enough to get me angry, but what is really pissing me off is that school had just taken one golden chance that I have waited forever to get my hands on.

They took it from me just like they took my freedom. They took it from me just like they took away part of my identity. God, they should be sued for making my cat suffer from lack of attention which had resulted in him being very sick. I should be thankful I have a school but no one can deny this little piece of information. We are living in a world where we are expected to multitask in a short amount of time which is absurd since humans are not created for this sort of thing. 

My golden chance. Ruined. All because of a stupid confiscation and I never meant to hurt anyone. 

Now I feel like I'm living in a horrible dream where my one and only chance is ruined. 

The one and only chance I have would be gone long before they return our phones.

I have waited forever for that chance.

And it won't come back anymore.