tomorrow is school day. i mean i have to go to campus. it's softskill and i cri everytime. at least i get to see bilqis and the others tho.
ok first thing i arrive, i'm gonna sign up for that fitness membership thingy I FUCKING SWEAR ON MY LIFE. Gosh why is it so hard to do? exercise wears out my muscles after but that pain feels awesome, i feel like i accomplished something. anyway, i'm also in desperate need of manicure and a pedicure. blergh.
i miss home! i miss my car, my cats and my grandma. i miss her cooking.
ah i keep looking at the clock damn. still about an hour to go fucking crazy mad right?
i just wanna go home and curl up in my bed and then go to sleep. it's so cold here in the waiting room, my hands are frozen i can barely type.
you know what's been bothering me a little rn is social media. i'm a socmed person yeah i'd admit it but i also dislike looking at people's business posted EVERY FUCKING WHERE. like, i know its your life and everything, but do you seriously feel the need to post everything? i'm judging real hard yeah. well if you decide to get out there and display your fabulous life, don't be a hypocrite back if someone decides to frontally confront you for these reasons. subhanallah please your life is your privacy, can't you at least give yourself a little respect?
i want to delete path so much and yeah i did for a couple times but i always download it back because...I HAVE GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO. and then i download it back and open it and be disgusted at myself for being bored enough to do this :( like. Omg. oh wow okay your neighbours gave you food! thats nice to know. your husband gave you toys for your the kiddos! thats hmm ok nice. what and you want more? oh my what is that, a wishlist?? is that - your - oh u know what nevermind. i didnt know path was your personal diary, lol sorry. a personal diary that 200+++ people can read i mean!!!!
i want to delete path!!!!! but without it i can't access to people's stuff :( because i'm cut out from the rest of the world that way and because i'm such an introvert.
sigh bilqis is right. Indonesian people are so intensely focused on each other because they've got nothing better to do. it's the same monotonous pace and routine. she says its nice but yeah it can be, Once in a while. not every day. but what on earth can you do when youre an indonesian and all you're expected to do is study and work all the time.
hm okay. i miss Al. he's out of the island for a week and well yeah i miss him.
not gonna say anymore ;p
i spent 13 minutes writing this. Feels like an hour. fuckkkk can i just get home quickkk?? mum :"(
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