bored lyk hell.

hey. i'm bored out of my mind out here. i'm in the airport, currently wanting to fly back to jogja. it's the after hols vibe, i hate feeling like this. the flight's delayed for about one and a half hour, fucking thing. none of my friends are replying back and i'm bored to death. 

tomorrow is school day. i mean i have to go to campus. it's softskill and i cri everytime. at least i get to see bilqis and the others tho. 

ok first thing i arrive, i'm gonna sign up for that fitness membership thingy I FUCKING SWEAR ON MY LIFE. Gosh why is it so hard to do? exercise wears out my muscles after but that pain feels awesome, i feel like i accomplished something. anyway, i'm also in desperate need of manicure and a pedicure. blergh. 

i miss home! i miss my car, my cats and my grandma. i miss her cooking. 

ah i keep looking at the clock damn. still about an hour to go fucking crazy mad right? 

i just wanna go home and curl up in my bed and then go to sleep. it's so cold here in the waiting room, my hands are frozen i can barely type. 

you know what's been bothering me a little rn is social media. i'm a socmed person yeah i'd admit it but i also dislike looking at people's business posted EVERY FUCKING WHERE. like, i know its your life and everything, but do you seriously feel the need to post everything? i'm judging real hard yeah. well if you decide to get out there and display your fabulous life, don't be a hypocrite back if someone decides to frontally confront you for these reasons. subhanallah please your life is your privacy, can't you at least give yourself a little respect? 

i want to delete path so much and yeah i did for a couple times but i always download it back because...I HAVE GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO. and then i download it back and open it and be disgusted at myself for being bored enough to do this :( like. Omg. oh wow okay your neighbours gave you food! thats nice to know. your husband gave you toys for your the kiddos! thats hmm ok nice. what and you want more? oh my what is that, a wishlist?? is that - your - oh u know what nevermind. i didnt know path was your personal diary, lol sorry. a personal diary that 200+++ people can read i mean!!!! 

i want to delete path!!!!! but without it i can't access to people's stuff :( because i'm cut out from the rest of the world that way and because i'm such an introvert. 

sigh bilqis is right. Indonesian people are so intensely focused on each other because they've got nothing better to do. it's the same monotonous pace and routine. she says its nice but yeah it can be, Once in a while. not every day. but what on earth can you do when youre an indonesian and all you're expected to do is study and work all the time. 

hm okay. i miss Al. he's out of the island for a week and well yeah i miss him. 

not gonna say anymore ;p

i spent 13 minutes writing this. Feels like an hour. fuckkkk can i just get home quickkk?? mum :"( 

feels like sunday.

i know today's tuesday but it feels like a monday.

it's been two weeks like this; having a four-day holiday may seem fun, but it feels like a long drag when you've got nothing to do.

on saturday, ina came over and we made cheese buns. the peetniss rave was running high that time, and anyway, who doesn't like cheese buns? and then, me and my family went out that night, planning to go to JCM and after a million lost turns, we finally made it. into the parking lot, that is. you cannot believe how shitty the line was. we literally spent half an hour just sitting out, listening to the shitty band playing out side, probably playing for us to sit out here in the cars like sitting ducks. the line finally moved and we just got in the parking lot. haha. and we spent another shitty twenty minutes before we decided to just exit the hell out of there. we ended up eating near my univ.

well, all in all, it was better than being at home?

on sunday, i went for a morning swim with my cousin. i know i'm supposed to be out in a hijab at all times but, Allah forgive me, i still cannot be bothered to do it when i'm out near and it's frustrating. also i don't have a long-sleeved swimsuit. wouldn't it be awfully degrading myself if i had put on the hijab but remove my clothes to display a rather revealing swimsuit? it wasn't a bikini, but still.
i made dinner that night; garlic cheddar chicken and mashed potatoes. the potatoes were lumpy, but then again, i didn't have a potato masher.

on monday, i stayed at home the whole day, and it felt tasteless like flour and water. that night, i watched silver linings, and i swear i could not love jennifer lawrence even more. honestly, the inspring women in my life, other than my mother and my grandmother, are sara bareilles and jennifer lawrence. i have a girl crush on them, seriously.

today? feels like sunday. watched if i stay. and can i say it was an absolute awful movie? like, i know it was a book adaptation, and usually book adaptations are awful, but this was just complete trash. sure, tell everyone that my tears were falling endlessly when i found out her brother died, along with her parents and...honestly, if i were her, i wouldn't stay. just... there's something wrong with living when most of your family are dead, okay? just... Masya'Allah.
i re-read a thousand splendid suns. still an amazing work, by far. i love his works. i wished i have a physical copy of kite runner and and the mountains echoed. i never cared about politics, but the Talibans were ruthless.

also, while browsing on tumblr today, i came across Mike Brown. i never read the news, i'm sorry to say, and this...wow. this. what is the world coming to? divided by the colour of our skin. since when did colours of skin hurt anybody? why are the cops shitty? who decided that black people were harmful and scary and should be avoided at all times? why did they release darren? why are the cops shitty? when white people do crimes, they are forgiven because they are insane; but when black people put their hands up, they are shot 6 times? why are cops shitty? 

anyway, i just finished a thousand splendid suns. so. fucking. sad.
i'm sorry. i cussed. but, still. :(

i will say goodbye for now; my stomach's a little queasy. i'd be reading a few peetniss fics, and then off to bed. tomorrow's a long day. good night.

55 Reading Question Tags

Adapted from Tumblr and Nicole's blog! Check hers out here: ixbooks.blogspot.com

1. Favorite childhood book? 
I can't decide. But I do love Enid Blyton's books. I remember I used to pronounce her name as Grid Blyton because of the swirly handwriting on the cover of each of her books-_-
2. What are you reading right now? 
Lord of the Rings.
3. What books do you have on request at the library?
We don't have a local english library. And don't get me started on my school library's choice of YA novels.
4. Bad book habit?
I tend to want to sleep while reading. A very bad habit.
5. What do you currently have checked out at the library?
-
6. Do you have an e-reader?
Yes, on my iPod but I don't really use it since I prefer real books....well currently anyways.
7. Do you prefer to read one book at a time, or several at once?
ONE BOOK AT A TIME. But I can't seem to do that when the book is on a boring stage whereupon the author just heaps a lot of dull information and expects me to read it. Seriously? No.
8. Have your reading habits changed since starting a blog?
I don't know. To be honest, I think they changed once I've started high school. 
9. Least favourite book you read this year (so far)?
Hmm. I believe I haven't yet. 
10. Favorite book you’ve read this year?
Since it's just 2013, I'll refer to last year's. And that would be The Things That Keep Us Here! I've read it five times and ain't gonna get bored of it.
11. How often do you read out of your comfort zone?
If you asked me this a few years ago, I would have said very rarely, but I realized I just had to keep my mind open to everything, so the answer to this is very often.
12. What is your reading comfort zone?
Basically, anything except books that contain too much sexual infringement. I said too much, because nowadays...YA books do contain them; they probably can't avoid it. Annoys me sometimes.
13. Can you read on the bus?
Aha. Sometimes. Especially when I'm trying to distract myself.
14. Favorite place to read?
On the sofa! In front of the tv. With a cup of tea. Or cocoa. Whatever comes to mind. 
15. What is your policy on book lending?
First of all, do not crease the spine. It is strictly off-limits. And absolutely no dog-earring them. I think my friends know this policy since they have witnessed me screaming when they tried to bend the book forcefully to see my reaction. Not cool bro.
16. Do you ever dog-ear books?
Ocassionally. Just kidding. NEVER. NOT EVER AND NEVER WILL I.
17. Do you ever write in the margins of your books?
No!
18. Not even with text books?
Text books are an exception. Haha. Hear that didcha teachers? IN YOUR FACE! Pfftt
19. What is your favourite language to read in?
English!
20. What makes you love a book?
Pretty much everything. The smell of a new book, the crisp white or brown or discoloured pages of the book, the feeling of seeing words upon words on a fresh sheet of paper and thinking that I would live another person's life, today. Also, hugging a book helps calm me down....just...ssssh, okay?
21. What will inspire you to recommend a book?
When the plot haunts me through the whole week. And I mean good haunting.
22. Favorite genre?
A few years ago and I would say fantasy, but now I'd say fantasy, YA, apocalyptic, romance but not that much and definitely classics.
23. Genre you rarely read (but wish you did)?
Hmm, none.
24. Favourite biography?
Have never read one before..
25. Have you ever read a self-help book?
Yes! And it helped. Really did.
26. Favourite cookbook?
Don't have one, unfortunately.
27. Most inspirational book you’ve read this year (fiction or non-fiction)?
A Thousand Splendid Suns.
28. Favorite reading snack?
Honestly, I'd settle for anything light and sweet. 
29. Name a case in which hype ruined your reading experience.
None...?
30. How often do you agree with critics about a book?
-
31. How do you feel about giving bad/negative reviews?
I speak my mind. So there. 
32. If you could read in a foreign language, which language would you chose?
French...or Spanish. I tried reading one in French, but I barely got past the first sentence.
33. Most intimidating book you’ve ever read?
-
34. Most intimidating book you’re too nervous to begin?
Hmm...
35. Favorite Poet?
Hahah. I don't usually read poems, I write them.
36. How many books do you usually have checked out of the library at any given time?
-
37. How often have you returned books to the library unread?
-
38. Favorite fictional character? 
UGH. Definitely Hermione. BUT I LOVE EVERYONE ELSE. BUT HERMIONE....SHE'S SO INSPIRING.
39. Favourite fictional villain?
None so far...
40. Books I’m most likely to bring on vacation?
Books about vacation, most obviously, to get me into that vacation-mode faster!
41. The longest I’ve gone without reading.
Reading books? Probably three months. I KNOW RIGHT? IT TOTALLY BROKE ME.
42. Name a book that you could/would not finish.
Too many books that have left me despairingly clutching to the pages.
43. What distracts you easily when you’re reading?
Movement, loud noises. Especially if when I'm thinking about the fact that I'm reading. It distracts me easily.
44. Favorite film adaptation of a novel?
Perks of Being a Wallflower.
45. Most disappointing film adaptation?
Eragon. I can't believe it. 
46. The most money I’ve ever spent in the bookstore at one time?
Maybe RP. 500.000. My parents went berserk. 
47. How often do you skim a book before reading it?
Never .___. It will spoil everything!
48. What would cause you to stop reading a book half-way through?
When the words are too fancy to be understood... *looks at Les Miz*
49. Do you like to keep your books organized?
Depends on my mood... But I like to keep my books safe in my bookshelf...
50. Do you prefer to keep books or give them away once you’ve read them?
So far, I have never given away any books, whether I like them or not. They stay with me. Forever. Reminds me, when I grow old and have a house of my own, I'll have a library everywhere. In the bedroom, the dining room, the kitchen, the study room, the laundry room, the living room, even the bathrooms. Yeah.
51. Are there any books you’ve been avoiding?
Avoiding? Maybe 50 Shades of Gray. I really don't get why people like it. It's so full of....sexual infringement *shudders*
52. Name a book that made you angry.
-
53. A book you didn’t expect to like but did?
Lord of The Rings. 
54. A book that you expected to like but didn’t?
The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight. Cuz it just...doesn't...happen...... 
55. Favorite guilt-free, pleasure reading?
Piece of life. 

The Regular Shake of Pepper, Salt and a Little Sugar

So, hey people and bloggers! It's been four months since I've written anything. It's not just I had not the time, but I have simply got other things to do...

Hmm so to start, maybe a little overview of my life so far?

It's been...tasteless maybe. If life was a pot of soup boiling over, it would be. I have not received any hot significant spices, just the regular shake of pepper, salt and a little sugar now and then. But not significant enough to be mentioned...they're sometimes a little too subtle to be noticed.

So boring right?

As for school, I have finally gotten some motivation to work and study harder to achieve my desired major. I need to nail this. I NEED TO DO THIS.

Internship got me all thinking, and after the interview with the doctors, I realized I have only one year to make this right, to do this right. And I have no intention to withdraw. I will go through snow and wind and ice and rain and fire and stones and swords! HELL YESSSSS.

Speaking of that, I only have one year and a few months left before leaving for university! So much time has passed...since I was that small, a little woe-begone, timid person I left a long while ago. I don't know if i have improved, but I have certainly changed. I wish to change to a better person, even if it means leaving my comfort area.

Yes well it's never easy.

By the way, I have started to read Lord of the Rings. Maybe my passion for Adventure Time (of which I'd like to say thank you to Alay for getting me into it) had caused me to do this. I have never watched or read it before. LoTR, I mean. Ridiculous isn't it? A bookworm's not a bookworm if they haven't read it before. At least that's what I tell myself. I found a copy in Kino last week, and it's really heavy cuz it's three-in-one book. The cover keeps bending and the spine is curving outwards...badly. I feel like crying (nah, but you know what I mean) because I can't seem to hurt it while I'm reading it. Hurting books are bad. Really bad.

BAD.

I MEAN IT.

Tootles!

Dear Oh Dear

Hey people! See the long interval between this post and the previous? That's because of the exams! Yes I've finally finished the Final Exams!! Well, the written ones anyway. Ahh but I'd prefer the practical exams any day.

Anyway, know that feeling of freedom you get after getting through obstacles like this? Yes, well that is what I'm feeling right now.

Some of the scores are out already, and I'm not happy with my Physics. I've underestimated, overestimated, same-estimated, expected...still the same average score. GAAH. But! At least I can be satisfied with my Biology. *throws confetti*

SOOO. What's been going on with my life?? Truth be told, I am so awfully glad I have friends I can count on and trust. They make school bearable and life a playful story we have to get by together. One day, perhaps, before I graduate from high school, I'd like to write little snippets of poem for some of them, one too for my whole grade and a long special one for my class :D After all we'll be together for another year right-_-

Yes. That'd be a great idea. :)

OH. I have just received an adorable notebook from my English teacher :) Isn't she a dear! I love it :3

I'm going to spend all my freedom tickets for the weekends tomorrow. I've got to let it go~

Speaking of it, I think I had better move chairs. I'm going to have to stand again and wait while the traffic lights turn red once again... Wait for the green. I don't think this is going to work. You know, this whole waiting thing. UGH. I hate it when I feel so down and when there's nothing I can do about it. There's nothing anyone can do about it. Even when they ask me, I know they have better things to do than asking me what is wrong. BLERGH. See what I did there? GOD.
Don't mind me please. I'm having a PMS and I get the feeling to get mad at every little thing, and sometimes so sad for myself I feel like murdering someone.

*sigh* Oh God. Lead me the right way and don't ever leave me astray. O:)

Pssh. I'm always the pessimist type of person. My best friends keep telling me that I need to stop being a pessimist, and BELIEVE ME, I TRIED. I really did. But I can't. Anyway, I think I nearly always think of negative things because I'm tired of feeling disappointed when things don't go as I expect them to be. While, let's say, if you are a pessimist, and things do go as you SECRETLY expect, your heart does that little purr of happiness and does a tra-la-la dance. Well, that's what mine did anyway. And that is why I am a pessimist nearly all the time. Oh, don't get me wrong. I am frequently thankful of all the things Allah gives me, but well, this is me, and I can't change it if I don't want to.

But dear oh dear.

Dear oh dear indeed.

Playing the Glad Game

Hey !

We - that is - I had a lot of fun yesterday.

We gave out several roses to which quotes were attached and gave it out to people on the streets. It's really lovely to know that we would be making someone's dreary day into a rose-filled day. And why wouldn't they be happy? To receive a free fresh rose out on a street? I paid close attention to their faces when they received it and they were all satisfied, gleeful and happy faces (well the people I gave to anyway) and I was careful to give only those who wanted and who needed their days to be brighten up by a simple giving of a rose.

It was wonderful and generous of our school to have such an activity like this. I'm so glad we did a good thing - making someone else's day a good day, considering their tired faces when they rolled down the windows :p

Oh and I'm also happy that I'm able to play the Glad Game as well as Pollyanna. She. Is. Such. An. Inspiration.

After that, we trudged up to KFC to eat and rest while the rain fell in torrents around the area. I wasn't surprised; the sky was already badly bruised when we did the rose-giving.

Anyway it was a great day, what with us going to Periplus after that and I ended up not doing that particular thing I had been waiting for. *sigh*

Yesterday was plenty crazy too; Alay, Ida, Ina, Lovi and I mostly screamed and shouted in the car when we were trying to find a parking space in Malioboro. I don't get why people go there all the time. There's nothing in there. Seriously.


I've been having several minor mental breakdowns concerning everything that has been revolving around my life and the Glad Game helped put a stop to it. My friends and family helped too, and I owe them a lot. 

Last but not least, I am so glad to have such a life and such great and awesome parents and friends.

As Pollyanna would say, "I'm very, very VERY glad!"

Yes or No

Hello!

Like I said in my earlier post, I had what I wanted!

And reading of course. I am nearly at the end of Pollyanna Grows Up, just a few more pages.

I am content! :D

Now what I wanted to say is about tomorrow. We have school tomorrow, can you imagine? But I guess it's for a cause since we would be giving out roses and candies to people from which quotes would be attached to it :3 I hope we would be making someone's day.

Anyway, tomorrow's also The Day. 

So I'm hoping for a great tomorrow. Fingers crossed. But if it isn't, it can't hurt to just try. 

OH WHO AM I KIDDING. I need good luck! *sobs* 

Random quotes, random poem, and randomness!

Hi.
With this frequency, I think I'll be able to write more than five posts a month, but of course this is entirely because I have nothing good to do and remarkably I have managed to find the time to do it.

So, what's up?
Anything interesting going on in your life lately?

Tomorrow's a holiday and I think I'm going to spend it doing my favourite things: reading, writing, waltzing, music-ing and hugging Katsper all day. It's going to be wonderful, say, if I don't think about the pile of work on my schedule.

Oh right, here's a little poem, directed to particularly no one :D

The sun beats down

Hard enough for me to frown

And I would have done it

If it weren't for you

You remind me so much

Of feelings I have missed

Of memories I once held

Of someone I had lost.

You are full of spirit

Of delight and smiles

Oh if only you knew

How blissful you are.

The ecstasy you bring

Oh if people could fly

I would have hover above

A centimetre or two

People would see me

And think I am smitten

But the truth really is,

I am empty without.

Vacant would I be

Sorrowful would I be

Forever immersed with memories...

Would I be.

So I take these steps

Hoping and praying

The path I have taken

Would be the one to bring me joy.

Okay well, I don't know. What did you think of it? :)

It doesn't rhyme nor does it sound pretty but I seldom write them nowadays and I need to sharpen myself tomorrow as well. 

I am currently reading Pollyanna Grows Up. It's really good; I've missed classics. These days, all the books are full of that common kind of love and it gets boring so often. I want to write a book that inspires someone, even just a little. 

Okay that was all randomness. Didn't I say my blogs are going to be full of randomness? 

Yup, and a random chibi girl blinking her eyes at you.

Oh by the way, the one simple thing I mentioned before in my earlier post? Yeah. I did it. I broke the bubble.

And the response was just as I expected. At first I felt rather well...mutung but now I realize how it must look like from the other side's POV.

Nevermind that.

Oh it was raining sometime ago, and the best thing to do now is to enjoy a cup of hot cocoa while listening to some music and propped up with a good book. Yeeeees.

Until then, people.

Bye :D

Pathetic!

Yeah I know. Just a day after and I'm already writing a new post.

It is what happen if your phones get confiscated and you have nothing but your books and your laptop to accompany you. I'm bored so I'm going to just write a post about anything.

Lately I've been thinking about life and how I have just realized that I am indeed feeling very insecure about nearly everything. Insecure about school, about life, friends, and well yeah everything. I've been thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and I'm just sick of thinking. I just want to say it all out so here I am.

As this is a blog where everyone can see, I will not make it personal :3

I've been thinking that...if I had chosen different paths, where would I be? Really happy and satisfied? Or bitchy and jealous? Suicidal? Filthy rich or down in the dumps? So many possibilites that might happen if I were to take another different turn.

The turns I've made were no different than those I usually take. Too normal and too boring. At times I'll take a wrong turn then danger and trouble would leap at me. At times I wonder and walk too slowly. At times I feel like running but then I'll bump into someone. So many..............things that can happen.

Yeah it looks like a really big thing to be thinking of if you think about it deeply.

So I'm going to change the subject now :D

I'm.... feeling extremely disappointed with myself.

To the point where I feel I'm pathetic.

Why? Because I could not do one simple thing.

I'm pathetic.

LOL. Just kidding. I'M CERTAINLY NOT THAT DEPRESSED :P

It's just that I don't like feeling this way and the only way to break the bubble is to do that one simple thing and get over it. Do it reasonably and I'm sure that whatever the result, I'll accept even though I may feel broken inside

LOL. Broken. Just kidding. Again.

Whatever the result, I'll accept it. It's the only way!  

*inserts cheerful happy pic here*

KEEP THE SMILES PEOPLE. I love you! :3

Oh.

Today is a day I hope is a dream which I can reflect back on and vow to never do it again.

Or maybe I am exaggerating.

Either way, it is not good. My only means of communication (besides my laptop which is really not funny to carry everywhere) just got confiscated by the school for two whole weeks.

After this, you might think that I am the sort of person who cannot live without them, but seriously? I am not that type of person.

I can live without phones. In fact, I have more precious reading time than ever. 

It's just that I can't contact my parents anymore who live in a different town than I am, and two weeks is a really long time. This reason is enough to get me angry, but what is really pissing me off is that school had just taken one golden chance that I have waited forever to get my hands on.

They took it from me just like they took my freedom. They took it from me just like they took away part of my identity. God, they should be sued for making my cat suffer from lack of attention which had resulted in him being very sick. I should be thankful I have a school but no one can deny this little piece of information. We are living in a world where we are expected to multitask in a short amount of time which is absurd since humans are not created for this sort of thing. 

My golden chance. Ruined. All because of a stupid confiscation and I never meant to hurt anyone. 

Now I feel like I'm living in a horrible dream where my one and only chance is ruined. 

The one and only chance I have would be gone long before they return our phones.

I have waited forever for that chance.

And it won't come back anymore.

SING

Hey people. It's been months since I've updated anything in this good-for-nothing blog. *sigh* I really don't know what to write so I will just do whatever.
Currently I'm listening to SING by My Chemical Romance and even though I like the original artist, I like the Glee Project version better.

So you do know what this song means right? It means you have to just go for it, for everything, for your sake, for her sake, for his sake, for their sake, for everyone's sake :D


Also I am currently in love with Mindy Gledhill's Anchor. I love her songs and lyrics, they're very indie, full of meaning, fluffy and very adorable. It simply tells the story of a girl in love with a boy who loves her just for who she is :)
Here are the lyrics:

When all the world is spinning round
Like a red balloon way up in the clouds
And my feet will not stay on the ground
You anchor me back down

I am nearly world renowned
As a restless soul who always skips town
But I look for you to come around
And anchor me back down

There are those who think that I'm strange
They would box me up and tell me to change
But you hold me close and softly say
That you wouldn't have me any other way

When people pin me as a clown
You behave as though I'm wearing a crown
When I'm lost I feel so very found
When you anchor me back down

When all the world is spinning round
Like a red balloon way up in the clouds
And my feet will not stay on the ground
You anchor me back down



So adorable, don't you agree? Complete with her soft voice and the lilting piano and music, it is beautiful. :)

Yes, so dreamy.
Speaking of dreamy, I get more dreamier nowadays. Too much imagining, too much daydreaming and sometimes people would find me staring off into the distance, my mind elsewhere and everywhere.
A little bit pathetic I admit but I cannot help it. I need someone to anchor me back down like how Mindy did!
Hahahaha. I guess my secret isn't a secret anymore since quite a handful know -_-
But that doesn't mean I can tell you people, lol. Want a clue? ;)
Here you go:

Don't make sense? Well that is your problem :)

Last week of November = exams already. I'm going have to work extra hard for several reasons I should mention:

1. My scores are drastically falling. 

2. My parents are so not going to be pleased with it if it sucks which means less of everything.

3. I'm extremely disappointed at how I seem to be lacking both in concentration and intention when studying.

4. I am aiming to buy something if I get my desired scores :D with my own money!

Before exams though, there's something I am very much looking forward to. I have been leaning all hopes on this particular thing, and I'm not going to back down! I absolutely have to try if I am to achieve anything.

That aside, I really have to write more. My vocabulary is getting uglier by the second and I am reading lesser books than ever because of schoolwork. SUCKS BIG TIME I KNOW. WHAT KIND OF A BOOKWORM AM I, NOT READING AT LEAST ONE BOOK A WEEK? 

Anyway, I have to try harder now. I must. 

See you later :D

Randomosity

Honestly, I don't know what to post as Piceous' first ever post. You're probably wondering why I currently have two blogs of which the former did not get much attending to which resulted a very badly constructed and messy blog. Piceous, I hope, is different. 

Piceous, you say. What does it mean? you say.

Well, kind readers who took their time to read this friendly, harmless babble of a post, Piceous means pitch black. Another meaning is flammable.

So now you're probably:

Then why is the blog's layout not at all related to the name? you say. And why am I saying this out loud? you say.

I've been thinking, actually. And it will stay that way until otherwise. Oh, another question which might have lingered inside your head. D-Argh, alright, I won't force you to say it anymore. I'll say it myself: Why I chose this word to be this blog's name? 

...

That, my dear readers, is called randomosity.

Aha! Didn't expect it, did you?

OH.

You're probably shaking your head now, muttering to yourself how mentally deranged this person is.

Rats. 

No, I mean really.

Never mind.

Until next time.

Much love,

xoxo