Hey people! See the long interval between this post and the previous? That's because of the exams! Yes I've finally finished the Final Exams!! Well, the written ones anyway. Ahh but I'd prefer the practical exams any day.
Anyway, know that feeling of freedom you get after getting through obstacles like this? Yes, well that is what I'm feeling right now.
Some of the scores are out already, and I'm not happy with my Physics. I've underestimated, overestimated, same-estimated, expected...still the same average score. GAAH. But! At least I can be satisfied with my Biology. *throws confetti*
SOOO. What's been going on with my life?? Truth be told, I am so awfully glad I have friends I can count on and trust. They make school bearable and life a playful story we have to get by together. One day, perhaps, before I graduate from high school, I'd like to write little snippets of poem for some of them, one too for my whole grade and a long special one for my class :D After all we'll be together for another year right-_-
Yes. That'd be a great idea. :)
OH. I have just received an adorable notebook from my English teacher :) Isn't she a dear! I love it :3
I'm going to spend all my freedom tickets for the weekends tomorrow. I've got to let it go~
Speaking of it, I think I had better move chairs. I'm going to have to stand again and wait while the traffic lights turn red once again... Wait for the green. I don't think this is going to work. You know, this whole waiting thing. UGH. I hate it when I feel so down and when there's nothing I can do about it. There's nothing anyone can do about it. Even when they ask me, I know they have better things to do than asking me what is wrong. BLERGH. See what I did there? GOD.
Don't mind me please. I'm having a PMS and I get the feeling to get mad at every little thing, and sometimes so sad for myself I feel like murdering someone.
*sigh* Oh God. Lead me the right way and don't ever leave me astray. O:)
Pssh. I'm always the pessimist type of person. My best friends keep telling me that I need to stop being a pessimist, and BELIEVE ME, I TRIED. I really did. But I can't. Anyway, I think I nearly always think of negative things because I'm tired of feeling disappointed when things don't go as I expect them to be. While, let's say, if you are a pessimist, and things do go as you SECRETLY expect, your heart does that little purr of happiness and does a tra-la-la dance. Well, that's what mine did anyway. And that is why I am a pessimist nearly all the time. Oh, don't get me wrong. I am frequently thankful of all the things Allah gives me, but well, this is me, and I can't change it if I don't want to.
But dear oh dear.
Dear oh dear indeed.
